Today I was minding my own business, doing a good deed for the city of Wilkes Barre, PA and getting my service learning project started.
I went to a place where people with socializing problems went to kind of hang out and look at books, and I was in charge of putting the books in order and talking with the people who came in to see if they needed any help.
As I was talking to a kid I met from another local college, I looked out the window and noticed that my car wasn’t in sight. Uh-oh!
So after a minute I went out and checked and sure enough, my car is gone. So I thought to myself “what could have happened to it” It either could have been stolen or towed.
After figuring out where it got towed, and fast-forwarding to later in the day, I realized that it was my fault it was towed. And no, I don’t mean because I parked in the wrong spot.
Why was it my fault that it was towed? Because somewhere in my mind, probably subconsciously, I have a belief that I will never have enough money. I will never get ahead, I’m never able to enjoy financial abundance.
Now before I go on, I want you to know that CONSCIOUSLY I believe I deserve all those things and that I’ll have them someday. However, I realized today that subconsciously, that’s a completely different manner.
What I noticed driving home today was that, for some reason or another, I can never get ahead. Even though I already have my bills paid for the month of April and it’s only the 2nd, I can predict right now that I’ll have a bad next few weeks at work and that “unexpected” things are going to happen - causing me to need more money than I thought I would.
An example of that is today. I had to pay an extra $115 to pick up my car.
I noticed this today because I was living consciously. I finally became completely aware that every single month I pay my bills in advance, this exact same thing happens. One month my car breaks and needs to be fixed, the next time something that I “need” will stop working, and the next month I’ll somehow “need” something I never even thought of before.
So what does this show?
It shows that somewhere in my mind, I don’t believe that I can be wealthy. Although I say affirmations to myself everyday, I’m still not quite there yet. I actually just ordered my second level of Holosync, which has subliminals I listen to every night now as I sleep (actually I’m listening to it right now - it’s so soothing!), but as of right now I guess my mind won’t accept that I want to be wealthy.
I’m learning to be OK with this and just let it happen. After all, what else can I do? I can cry and moan about it all I want, but that’ll just make it worse. I have to just let it happen and in time, my mind will come to realize that I’m not going to accept being mediocre and will just let me have what I want.
Anyway, I wanted to write this post to help you look at your own life. Does this same situation happen to you? If so, you’re going to need to look at the structure of your internal map of reality. While you may think on the outside that you deserver great things, want to be wealthy, happy, healthy, etc. - what does your subconscious believe?
This is what I’m trying to figure out how to change. It’s definitely not an easy process, but I’ll make it work. I’m doing better than I used to so I’m making “some” progress - but not as much as I’d hoped!
I know that Holosync is going to make a huge difference - especially now that I have these new subliminal CD’s to listen to which talk to my subconscious and tell it all the affirming thoughts I want it to hear.
Whether you’re having trouble in your health life, spiritual life, wealth, mental, emotional, etc. - look to your subconscious thoughts for your troubles. Listen to your thoughts and figure out if they’re congruent with your goals. If not, start working on changing them.
I suggest starting with Holosync, but you may have you own way of doing things. If so, that’s great. I just want you to make your life better. After all, that’s why I write this blog!
Whatever your plan is, stick to it. It’s hard sticking to it in the face of failure, but it must be done. So do it, and do it well.
Jeremy
PS - My car got towed today and I didn’t feel one OUNCE of being mad in my body. Before I started Holosync I would have been pretty TO’d. Check out www.centerpointe.com???????? ????? ???????? and see how you can feel the same way when stress arises.
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